I will start with an experience many years ago. Death woke me up at the side of my bed. I surely didn't call him. But it was scary enough for me that I would be extremely careful calling up anything. I've seen the decease while fully awake and I could not move, but I didn't panic and scream, because I was told if they think it upsets you they will not com e back. That goes for close friends and relatives.
But I see so much on the web dealing with magic? That I have to wonder or I can't help but wonder after my teaching. "Don't call up anything you can't send back." What in the world do people do when they practice rituals, Choas, Evocational Magic and Things Go Wrong? Sometimes it looks to me like maybe some of these people are just kids pushing the limit. Why would someone want to call up different spirits and most seem to be of the dark nature constantly (like trying something a couple times a week). Now I'm no saint I have done what some would call dark, but I call protection. I'll keep it very general as to not offend, but using Damnation incense and Black Art Oil. No I have not sold myself to the Devil. But I just don't call up spirits, Just doing the little that I do that may seem like crossing the line. To tell the truth it is exhausting. I feel like all my energy has been sapped out of me. That's why I try my hardest to find an alternate way to accomplish what I desire. Dark Work takes a lot of energy out of me. Then there's the cleansing bath. That takes time as well. Then there are those that say you need grounding. I'm telling you after that draining of energy I don't feel like getting out of the bed. Which leaves me with 2 well 3 Questions:
Now I'm not Wicca as my crede is my own. But I don't understand this maybe someone could enlighten me. It's doesn't sound like they are doing things to other constantly, but they do things to themselves as well.
- Are they so deep that to control they're behavior and cause no harm to others they take themselves through such extremes to be drained of energy on purpose?
- They are in search of power so bad that they have forgotten to crawl before they walk?
- Then the ones that have sold out are they trying to exhaust themselves so they are unable to do their masters will? What good am I to him if I push myself to exhaustion.
- Or have these people become numb to feeling and the only way they can feel again is to do extremely dangerous in my eyes things. Example "Lucifer's Touch"? Well this one makes 4 Questions.
I was told by the old lady I speak of in my blog. That once a person has that kind of power and have sold themself, it is hard for them to refrain from using such power. At the time we were talking about a teenager, is the power so strong that when some one upsets you... You just decide well I'll do... to them. I don't know about all magic. But I believe there are people that are well trained in their craft and do have discipline and self-restraint. I think it is an important issue to talk about though as other forum subjects don't seem to address the issue.
I just really wonder what happens and what do they do when things go wrong? Such as possessions, calling a dark force that doesn't leave and cause havoc in your home and life, something that you can not control. Has anyone traveled the dark path then found it wasn't what they wanted and took a path that was more suited to the well being? Maybe dark isn't the best word, but it is the universal word that many, even a teenager, could understand.
Last edited by Mozelle; 10-09-2008 at 04:42 AM. Reason: clarification
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