Wierd Experience.

[LT]

Hi my dear friends,

And Im not quite sure were to put this post, so if you wish admin, please redirect it to the proper place.

I was in the hospital,
in my bed, I was on my own, and all of a sudden i felt the worst pain.

It felt like a sowrd had pierced my right lower side. And that i bleed out.
And that m arms were being stretched, and i had sharp objects in my hands, and feet.
My shoulders felt like they were stretched, my lower back as if i had no support, and my legs when crossed, felt like hell.
My head hurt, quite prickly feelings,
and my back felt slashed.

I beleive this was a sign,
and obviously Im describing i beleive what Jesus went through, but i was not on a cross, or non of that stuff was actualy happening, but i was wide awake.
And I beleive that this was a sign, and sign that I have sacrificed my self to the greater good of humanity.
Oddly enough this happened after I prayed that I want to help others I never itended others to help me. Please god help me to heal quicker and to have the streangth and peace to get out of here so i may halp others, as others have helped me.

This experience happened after i prayed that.

Any thoughts, on the meaning of this?

also, I cant help but see swastickas, cross's of all kinds, ancient symbols i havent seen until i just researched them, when i close my eyes.

What is the meaning of this?

Many say i am in the transition from a clairvoyant to a full out medium and or healer.
People say they see me as a healer, a mataphysical one.
I met an old women before the surgery as well, who told me i was a High priest of Atlantis. Of the Healing Temple, and that she knew me the moment she saw me, for she was a high priestess of lemuria, and we met on out journeys in that past life.

Anyways, if anyone has any answerd, please help me figure this out a bit more.

Thanks, and may Love, Light, Peace, And Prosperity shine upon your souls!:
,Liam

[Echo]

Given what you have been going through lately, I would be far more surprised if you had not had some kind of strange experience, dear!

I'm not the type to say.. wow, cool, you have had a major spiritual revelation.. or not without starting first from basics

I think it is fairly obvious, given your own personality and heart, as well as your background, that the psychism is starting to come through. The transition from child to man is generally a 'busy' time for these talents to come through and they come in fits and starts.. small tremors and great flashes. The physical problems you have been facing will leave you wide open to this, and the messing about with your spine and nerves could also enhance this effect. The drugs you have been given can also open doors between the levels of being, so perhaps you have seen more than you normally would have seen at this stage.

That you are a healer by temperament goes without question.. anyone who knows you at all can see that it is a genuine desire and need to help others with love that drives you Even through the recent crisis, you have shown such care for thers that I, and others, have been sooo proud of you, and humbled by the breadth of care and the courage you have shown.

I know you revere the Christ, so it is not surprising that the symbolism of His trials has resonated with you through your own. What you have undergone recently has been major, life-changing and drastic. It will, in many ways, give you the opportunity to define the direction in life that you take from here. The cross ( and the Swastika is aso a cross and anciently a symbol of Light) is a symbol of balance, equilibrium.. and that is perhaps what you need to find in yourself and for yourself before moving forward.

But with any vision or symbol, it is what they mean to yu personally that counts most, more than anyone else's interpretation.

The Atlantean/Lemurian connection.. well, we have discussed before the current theory that many who lived then have been reincarnated now. As the world stands, I feel, at a crossroads of opportunity, it may be that these souls have gathered to help the world take a step forward. To live as an example and be what you want to see is a magical act and spreads by touching the lives around you.

[Hestia]

Hello, dear Liam. I am hesitant to advise you because each experience is so personal and may have different meanings to each individual. You are very loving and can feel other's needs in a way that is not common. You have been through so much, I am sure that you will find your own recent healing an experience to draw from to heal and help others.

Echo's wise words ring very true to me. The symbolism your are experiencing should be regarded as a map perhaps of the path you are to follow now. As Echo states, the symbols are a personal gift to you, to be interpreted by your own Spirit. I would say, don't discount or discredit any message that comes to you now. Sort through theese gifts with meditation or prayer and the answers will be given to you. I believe that every one has a purpose, yours may be revealed to you through your difficult health experience and the signs that are being given to you now.

I think we all know what our path is and to what purpose we are given when we come here. We have to be given the experience to make that knowledge truth to us for us to act upon it.

As for the Atlantean/Lemurian connection, that theory is becoming more widespread and accepted by many. Again, I believe that we are aware of who we are and who we have been. Follow your own beliefs and be true to your Spirit voice. The answers will be show to you, it is up to you to accept them.

To follow the path of a healer is something one seems to be born to do. If you feel that is your path and ask for direction, the way will be given to you. Your own experiences may have prepared you to have the empathy needed and the strength required for the path of healing.

I have always felt that whatever path we choose, if Truth and service to Spirit are the goal, the way will be provided. Follow your heart, dear Liam, you have a very genuine and loving soul.

[LT]

Thank you for your interpretations, These are what i thought as well, but I do believe deep down that the Atlantis-Lemurian part is true, whether it be physically they existed or it was just around that time that all the knowledge was at its hight, and I was a high priest/Healer.

I do thank you for your thoughts, I believe that it was a sign of some kind.

Possibly a sign of Maturing, and or sacrifice of my old self and starting of the new.
And that since yes I have been brought up with a very Christian background, but still was aloud to open to all other thoughts and religions and paths, because my mother was open minded and respected the esoteric, because of the Irish traditions in her church. And Also my father mostly.

But Also, I know my purpose is one of a healer, and oddly enough I meditated today to a cd that is made for meditation, were a nice womens voice talks you through it.

It worked quite well, eventually I called upon an ancient Healer, and asked him or her, tell me everything you know, I will listen, and what happened next was odd. my head collapsed, my neck gave way, and then it was lifted by some energy, a nice one, and then forced into symbols.

First, a circle clock wise, then a circle counter clock wise, then a circle with a cross in it, then a swastika, representing the circle of life I think, and or the light. and then it repeated, till I was awakened. So relaxed and without pain in my back for around 20 minutes. Since then I have touched my mother while she was in a rage cos of huge stress dealing with me, and finances and such. And she calmed down, and i felt like crap! Excuse my language. I realize, If I help people through just touching them, I hurt my self for a while then I meditate, and it goes away into thin air what it seems like.

I just wish I could have a teacher, or guide in the arts of metaphysical Healing! Anyone willing?

Love and Light Always!!!:
Liam

[Echo]

Ask the Powers That Be to direct you! Or perhaps your father.. he should be able to point you in the direction of learning. But please, get yourself completely well first!

[Hestia]

Your meditation experience was very powerful Liam. It seems to me that the ancient Healer that you called on gave you a healing rather than a learning answer.

I absolutely agree with Echo. To be an effective Healer, you must be strong yourself. Get well, continue to ask for answers, grow strong. It is important, I believe, that as a Healer you do not take the illness or problem into yourself unless you have the strength to then ground that energy. I would advise that before you practice healing, you learn how to ground energy and that you feel strong and sound yourself.

If you seek knowledge, it will come to you. Pay attention to the answers that you are given, even if they don't seem to be what you want to hear. All things happen in their own time. You may have discovered what your path is, give knowledge time to grow and you will flourish in your new direction.

Be well and be strong Liam. You have the ability to seek and acknowledge wisdom and grow in that knowlege.