Pain for Healing(Bloodletting/Self-abuse) explanation

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In psychological terms many people, young women especially, resort to damaging themselves because they feel dirty, or they say the pain feels good, or they want to die.

Use of pain in healing has been used probably since the start of humanity. There is nothing wrong with blood-letting or causing one's self pain, most individuals that do it are actually intuitive, however they should do it with intelligence and with a more concrete goal or plan in mind.

Young woman and men, that have a lot of abundance, virility, or beauty are frequent victims of hauntings and infatuation by less pure individuals. There really is little limit to what our ecto-bodies are capable of, but it is often the dead spirits that have the most experience and deranged desires to cause other's pain. The feeling of not being in control of one's body or mind even is a horrifying thing for some people.

Old perverted ghosts love pure, abundant bodies the most. If someone is too beautiful, it is often times others will try to damage them out of envy. This is what many men do as well. They don't believe no one else deserves to have an abundance or elevated consciousness, so they wish to spoil others, out of envy. Why else would older men that otherwise are straight try to molest young boys? It's because their vitality, they are jealous of it, and once the will/emotion of the individual is in line with the ghost, demon, or other entity, it is invaded many times with open doors and a welcoming ceremony.

By causing damage in the body, it also damages the ghosts, by putting holy oil over the person's eyes it also damage's the ghost's eyes.

In Africa and China, I believe also old Western doctors they use hot metal and tap the skin of diseased tissue, this causes pain to the demon and it exits the body, thus allowing the now reintegrated tissue to heal. Bloodletting also cleans the blood which can be tainted by evil pathogen or evil spirit. The use of flagellation to the back does a similar thing, it drives out hungry ghosts from the flesh, so that we can feel our own divine fire of consciousness.

This is the real application of spanking of a baby. Not for discipline, which is how it is misused and abuse. Spank a baby to spank out the evil pathogen, but to spank a baby and then plant something worse in, which many parents now days don't deserve babies because they are not clean enough, then they are doing the baby a dis-service and evil.

Many parents have demons that molest their children, even if they are not aware of it. This has sociological implications, and causes certain types of sexuality or behavior to occur. Fat is a defense mechanism against dirty spirits, by keeping fluids safe from outside influence. So most people with abundance of fat or padding have negative attitudes, thought patterns, or word triggers which summon negative spirits unto their presence, then unto their space, and ultimately unto their body. Maybe this is why in Levictus(not sure if spelled right) there are instructions on acquiring the most potent fat of animal sacrifice and covering oneself with it for protection.

Also, the reason men are so hairy. It has to do with anatomy, which I'll talk about more in another thread. Hairy men, are hairy because they ejaculate energy. Prostate is mainly refined food, this raw essence from food is used for protective yang qi, which defends the body from evil qi outside the body. Hair is a resonator, which is used to compensate for this, I think it can act to create that qi field in a less effective way, because the hair fibers are thin, and thus can cut more dense ecto bodies trying to enter. The place that is in danger of ecto bodies entering is the chest, the pool of chi and the heart and lungs. If ectoplasm gets in there it's usually over for the victim. This is another reason we have hair on our heads, to protect our brains. Men get hair on their face next to nose mouth, and chin and throat, this protects these areas. This is where I often times feel the ectoplasmic entity try to enter. But recently there is a baby type entity that constantly tries sucking my left nipple sensation on me, probably trying to enter my heart in close proximity, which I also notice being attacked more constantly now. This is why gorillas the alpha male, whom copulates the most gets the thickest white coat of hair. Men also get hair on their belly and sometimes on their shoulders and back, if they must compensate greatly. Another weird thing is they start to lose their hair on their head as they lose vitality or Will, this happens from loss of the semen from testis and etc which contain energy from every organ in the body and mostly the Kidneys. Maybe this then is a sign that the body is no longer serving it's own Will, but now the brain is opened up toward ectoplasmic entities to enter through the crown. Body hair is correlating to Lungs in TCM, so the Lungs feed and empower the will, after summoning from thoughts or spleen(middle logic consciousness with handles to higher and lower logic bodies), the Lungs are the prana or magnetic fields surrounding us, that can also manifest within or have anchored within entities and synergistic ghosts(for parasitic thought or healthy thought). Also, by controlling our breath we are there by controlling our desires(Will) Kidneys.

Areas both men and woman have hair is the skull, pubic and armpits. Now hair also places a role in pheromones as well. But I believe if ectoplasmic entities enter the head, sexual center, or armpits it may be a thing that is generally bad.

Parasitic entities often times are forced on people in their younger years before they have reached a realized state. And then they is little way to get it out, without using a shocking method. Some methods use literal shocking with electricity to train the psyche and will, this is used by people in official therapy as well as unofficial treating. This can also be shocking the sensitized emotions. Pouring hot candle wax on the body, or pouring scalding water on the body.

Many times this can involve "unintentionally accidents" where people essential beat themselves up by picking fights so they can get the crap kicked out of themselves, stubbing toes, biting their tongue, scratching, getting in car accidents, cutting their finger, running themselves over with a motor home. All these in the name of freedom from the entity. I have done something stupid as falling off 20 mph car, unto my knees then rolling up to my right side of face. I went to go get stitches from a family friend. It was crazy my whole face was covered in blood my front tooth went punctured the skin right below my nose, because my face had stretched down. Luckily my face tightened up again and everything went back to normal without any intervention other than putting my intention into it. Oddly enough I felt good right after the incident. I felt calm and centered. People said I looked more attractive after the accident and created rumors that I had plastic surgery. Also, I accidentally smashed my right ring finger between rocks while "making sand", flattening out my ring finger and also pulling most of the skin off the pad, my family friend doctor also helped me out in that event as well, my finger never looked as good as it used to be. What a shame if I had a finger fetish, I'd say my left ring finger is the most beautiful digit on me. I remember I used to slide on me knees on asphalt until my jeans wore down, and then slide some more and found that sliding was easier when blood was oozing out my knees acting as a lubricant. I then would look down in class and admire my bloody knees fastly forming black scabs as I pocked at them. This must have been for a reason as well.

Sometimes woman get hairy, people explain this by hormones. Well that may partially be true, but I believe molestation by spirits also plays a role, as well as amount of vitality or defense qi. Also if woman have too frequent periods, they will lose a lot of defense energy. Because it takes a lot of energy for sexual function, and this is refined food types energy, which is also used for external qi protection, or wei qi. If people have bad diets, for instance lots of heavy oils that stop the conductance of qi, they will have dark dull skin, and these are the people that end up getting hairy. People deplete their semen reserves fastly, as a means of self-defense. Sort of how a lizard will get rid of it's tail to avoid a predator. But what if a predator exploited this, and every time someone was scared or grieving dropped their tail, well then they will always have those pre-conditions met if it were up to the demon. Also, by feasting on the tail, these demons gather strength and also can create new demons. Also, if people eat food(stomach/earth energy) that creates a certain metal/lung energy, then they are effectively summoning spirits, so if one eats contaminated or bad food they will summon spirits which will molest them.

Another thing that is good, is clean dry heat(not wet), which will help clear bad qi on the external of body. Also cold wet on the skin, will make the skin tighten up and pull organs in and make the qi condense thus creating a shielding effect, while also making it easier to manipulate the subtle fields around us. This is why cold baths are good for vitality. Too much heat and hanging out is bad thing. There are legends of Daoist masters using qi pulling exercises to pull their genitals and penis into their body, there by creating a perfect seal, thus extending their life time, however many other resort to vamping energies from women.

Jinn is the Shadow of fire spirit that possesses people in Arabic magic, which I believe is inspired by Chinese magic. I am starting to feel that nearly all magic systems have been inspired by China masters, regardless of what some teachers claim(if the history was known, then a system would be in danger of someone going to China to develop a competing system) The manner in which people oust jinn in Arabic magic is they make holy water and bless it with things, while also doing a forcing and charging ritual whispering(blowing) into the right ear of the individual, which threatens the parasites with ala(higherself in Huna) or Allah's burning room of fire(Arabic). There are similar uses of The Lungs of the exorcist are feeding the Will of the right Kidney to install and override the Will anchor of the Jinn.

Now once they drink the holy water that has been blessed and charged by the exorcist, it is then to be vomited up to assure the exorcism is successful. What they say is the "mucus" in the stomach lining is where the jinn lives. They say the mucus sits in the stomach and does not want to leave; it clings to the stomach. Often times jinn will speak through the people in a weird way, as if speaking from the stomach, it tightens the esophagus, and makes them sound like a strained pig or shrieking cat of sorts. This makes sense because although Lungs(metal) feed Kidneys(water/will) the Stomach(earth/middle logic thought) is the thing that actually controls the Kidneys and also feeds Lungs. Maybe this is the reason young girls are bulimic and anorexic, because eating makes them impure, especially eating impure damaging food.

By vomiting, they may actually be cleaning themselves and making themselves pure. Yogis practicing cleansing, along with using neti, and enemas, often times swallow wet cotton into the stomach(following specific procedure to be safe) and then proceed to pull it out in the correct manner to collect all the mucus and impure things from the stomach and esophagus lining. It is said that many great teachers do not provide their teachings until the students do fasts, sometimes for very long periods of time. By fasting we clean our desire bodies, thoughts, and thinking much more clearly. Thoughts summon spirit or magnetic/shadow ecto bodies, or prana, and that feeds will which feeds living action(liver/wood). I believe when we focus on breath with we gain will power, the feeling of breath powering our own ecto body versus powering another ecto body is different, this is something people should learn, because using pranic breathing to power our own ecto body gives us great amount of power over ourselves and our space.

Now I also found out that "jin" in TCM is used to describe "saliva". Saliva for ancient Chinese sages was one of the big keys for health and prosperity. Saliva was to be cultivated. They believe in using visualizing or "actualizing" exercises to imbue the saliva with good energies, sometimes they even have advanced systems in how to impregnate saliva with good energies, but for a start one can just imagine "smile energy". They put that energy into the saliva, then they swallow multiple times and imagine drawing that energy into their dan tien(which is a couple inches behind the belly button or below, where ever you feel it). Then then do microcosmic orbitals of circulating the energy down to perineum up spine over the head and down between eyes into the heart then back down to dan tien again. They believe this feels them with good defensive qi. Saliva must be the resonator of certain frequency of conscious forms. Saliva is something we naturally admire in pure and vital persons and something we really don't like at all in sick or obsessed persons. By eating proper food combinations we can avoid getting rot in our stomach and being susceptible to disease.

Here is a magical tool used to oust demons(leave or die) threat used by satanic orders and certain rune users. Satanic orders, is the believing of the self, also this supposedly can be used to attack other people, but I believe it is main usefulness is clearing our own space from other entities even if they are "wholesome and good for society(angel) entities" this can be used to get rid of those too, because they are bothersome for someone trying to work by themselves and guiding their selves. But it's necessary for clear mind to exorcise the self, especially in Satanism, because ghosts will be hungry when people get too cultivated or do bad things (bad karma). It is the eihwaz rune that has a block in between. The yew rune is said to correlate with death, I believe also the connection between death and life. This effectively blocks the dead from interfering with the living. It's similarity to the swastika is astounding. I actually intuitively felt the swastika was a magical tool to banish ghosts or demons that are actually not living. Power and triumph of the living. I've used this before, and it also in Tibetan and Indian culture represents prosperity probably because the cleaning of evil pathogens and grieving or hungry ghosts of the past. Some people cultivate wolve ghosts/spirits and send them at enemy. Thus the called a trap, or a wolf angel.



I also believe this is the reason for Sun worship, because the Sun has a cleansing effect on the body, the fire of the unified spirit that does not desire for anything but "truth". While Moon is great for vitality as well, because it is the most material energy available it a vibe of desire that isn't even expressible in thought patterns, it provides the will and spirit to be physical and to be vital physically. The moon is slow and denser, while the sun is brighter and purifying kinetic energy of thoughts and malleability of desire bodies to the point they may not exist given extra intention into that, thus purity. The moon is important for woman, because woman have heaven of physical(a system I devised I will explain in later thread) already but the moon helps them manifest physically by giving that vibe of simple pure material desire that is so physical of form it cannot be comprehended with words.

Draugr in Norse means ghoul or walking corpse or zombie, drugs will have that effect on people. Effectively making them walking dead, also it can be used to steal people's ectoplasm or enslave their subtle bodies for doing work of the master. Mannaz in rune is symbolic of the spine, magnetism of the spine is often cultivated in attaining mana(huna) and maybe manna as well(Hebrew). Manna "what is it?" This "what is it?" also can be seen as pure yang water, that has been gathered from a pure summoning of the prana energy. The Kidneys are said to account for Marrow, and most of the nervous system along with the brain and sex organs.

I just poured scalding water over back of left hand, it felt like ecstasy, orgasm in the skin. When touching my left hand now all that is left is a small red circle that is still red and damaged. I believe damage is caused by weakness and impurity. If I was pure and one with my higher self I would have summoned mana to protect myself, but since that part was impure it was burned/damaged it is a testament to my impurity. But at the same time it drove dead ghost out of my left hand and my left hand feels alive again. My left hand when I touch it, it feels so sensitive as if I were a baby being touched by a mother.

Of course, there are other explanations for these phenomena. But that is just that, theories and desire to understand things to a certain effect. This is how I understand things.

Also, there are Chinese legends that animals such as the Crane, Sea Turtle, and other animals get possessed by certain classes of spirits when they get older and their primordial essence runs low. This may have importance in different cultures of animism, also it relates to this topic very much. Maybe this is also a similar phenomena observed in Egypt magic.

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Also, to be clear. I'm not in need of any help or support, I'm just demonstrating natural behavior that just happens, and we try to rationalizing without really feeling. I want to make the feelings match the rationalization, feelings that are more skillfully sensed than emotion. If anything this makes certain that people practicing these things are in need of help and a safe environment, not anything else. The practices are justified and have ... results, however if the problem, which is the local source of ghosts or demon molestation not being addressed, the issue will never fix itself only short term measures can be taken, such as described, unless someone cultivates their ability to banish demons from the source, such as a parent or significant other or location or object, but to banish a demon it is best to be quick and ruthless, otherwise the demon will call in backup(it happens, I actually heard this one guy saying "help me" "thank you" in this grunting voice when he coughed, it sounded like a pig). And the problem will get more deeply seeded. Remove it like a tick shock it and take it out, don't play with it or you'll just make matters worse. Do not discredit the methods taken by young woman to deal with their environment, acknowledge that their environment is vile, and support them, enchant them with protection spells, stop the source of the real suffering.

Also, I realize that the Satan/Nazi ring is inappropriate, but in reality this information was just passed on to them from the East and they incorporated that knowledge of magic into their culture and family structure in a racist fashion, but most ethnic groups in Europe and Asia and Africa and South America are guilty of Racism in some form or the other. So it's best to not acknowledge the racist agenda, but don't let that stop you from picking up potentially valuable information.

I find it weird they have a rune called a Swede trap, which is similar to that above. I have a Swedish grandparent so I find it offensive, but maybe they believe there are ethnicity or tradition specific powers that they must defend against? Kinda sounds LordotRingish to me.

For some reason most magic is tied to race unnecessarily. I feel most of the magic is similar between races and probably similar origins for all races and ethnicities, and I don't believe it is limited to certain races, only if it is actually kept secret from other races. I don't believe in racism at all, but I do believe that specific skill-sets can be passed down family trees, just as cultivated essence can be. And along with that dead ghosts can make their way through family trees. So in racism like a kid bullies other kids at school or lashes out at school because his parents are abusing him. Also, certain ghosts resonate better with certain type of people or certain virus compromised systems, which may cause them to manipulate people into what appears from an outside perspective to be a badly thought up belief system or ideology, which helps the ghosts sustain it's self.