Last night as I lay in bed I had a pain, and I thought to myself, what if this was a serious pain, a life threatening pain, what if I didn't wake up tomorrow. Now I wasn't worried, but I did ponder the idea of life and what the point is.
Does all the little things we get hung up on, work so hard for, does it really matter?
What if I didn't wake up tomorrow? How did I spend my days? How did I spend the moments of this life, this gift?
Did I worry? Did I spend my time wisely? Did I share the love I have at the level I am capable? Did I hold myself back from my dreams? Did I get caught up in the small concerns that really don't matter in the end?
Did I waste my time thinking about what someone else thought of me or what they said? Did I waste my time on other people's drama's and annoyances, that really don't mean anything?
Did I spend time working towards something really worthwhile?
When I think about the people in my life that I love and if they were to pass away what a deep sadness I would have. So with that consideration of love, did I love enough while I was here to those that really matter to me? Did I love myself enough? Did I honor my time wisely? Did I honor my body and mind wisely?
Do all those petty concerns really matter and am I ready to say no, stop and let them go?
At the end of the day, or at the end of a life, was it all worth it? Did it really mean something?
The Meaning of Life is to Eat the Apple - Me
Wisdom comes from asking questions
Nothing really matters, love is all we need. - Madonna
I predict the weather will be unpredictable this year - Sylvia Browne
An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind - Gandhi
If it doesn't make sense, it's usually not true. - Judge Judy
The Meaning of Life is to Eat the Apple - Me
Wisdom comes from asking questions
Nothing really matters, love is all we need. - Madonna
I predict the weather will be unpredictable this year - Sylvia Browne
An eye for an eye only ends up making the whole world blind - Gandhi
If it doesn't make sense, it's usually not true. - Judge Judy

I believe that everything matters! every single thing, every second of every minute matters.
Since I have a lot of conflicts in the concern of the end I can't tell you lots of things, but what I do know is everything we do in our daily lives matters.
And the answer to your question if you loved enough, loved your self enough, honored your time body and soul, is YES you did, because otherwise you wouldn't have asked your self such questions, if you haven't done those things you wouldn't have asked your self in the 1st place, I believe that the only reason you can ask your self such questions is because you've done them. Such questions don't come out of nowhere [I think]
I absolutely believe that what we do, while here on Earth, matters. I think it matters to those around us who we have the ability to impact, hopefully, in a positive manner. It matters how much we learned on our journey, since we are all on a quest for wisdom in our own way. I wake up each morning ready for happiness. I never wake up with negativity in mind. I try to post my thoughts of love and joy on my blogs to lift someone's spirit. Even if it is just one person. I have made a difference in the world. If each of us could just inject something positive into one other person, every day, then we could change the world. I am an optimist, as you can tell. I believe that the actions in our lives matter greatly. When I get to the other side of this existence, I want to feel satisfied that I did all I could to bring peace, happiness and love to all I encountered. I also want to enter into eternity wiser than when I left it.
I "suspect" that when we are looking back at the end of our Life, we will realize that nothing else matters but feeling good, enjoying this journey while respecting everybody else's journey. What do you think?![]()
I watched that John Lennon video and it depleted me of energy because I cried and went insane. Now I feel like calm and insane. It's because I like peace, and so to watch something like that I'm interesting and give it support and I'm just washed out. But cool.
Waking up in the morning. Well when you die you will be able to look at this life from a better perspective a higher one. You'll be able to see all sorts of things. And just think that going into lives and such is just like breathing, you go and act and experiment and play then you come home and be happy and you can judge this personality that you made and what it needs to learn more. You are really like your real self's toy and happy child partner that it teaches and knows.
If you awake to knowin that you're real up there, simultaneous time is there and such, you'll just know that this is important and impermanent. When you dream you go back home to the nonphysical where you can rest. So live here is just like dreaming from the nonphyscial perspective. sometimes when you're in the nonphysical i bet you just decide to wake up or dream so you think of the nonphysical and you wake up. so you can spend enormous amounts of time there, and then come back in due time. our reality is to wake up at a certain time every morning. no matter what. that is like a sort of law... but you can roam about for ages up there and decide when to come back and it will still be tomorrow when you wake up.
so we do these things in intimate times of sleep and such. you go to heaven a lot. so when you die you'll be in heaven, but oh no! what if you have to be born again! I really do not want to do this. there is too much pain at this time to be born because we don't understand with eyes of spirit what a baby is enough to really extend its understanding in support true for ever till it dies. i don't even think we have to die but we do because we sin- don't meet the arrow to the target- and don't follow our own souls. it would probably be better to be born at a time when there is high amounts of spirit all around. this could even be on another time line then what you know now. but I bet you could pick a time line to go to up there. so...
i just hope to minimize fears etc.
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